I wonder…is it normal?

   At night with the late hours creeping up is when my curiosity starts to peek from where it may be hidden while normal human mindset mode is on.

I start to focus on my curiosity, let it roam free, try to get a distinct description of the ‘what’ I would like to learn at the moment. (Of course if it wasn’t for the internet most of the knowledge I have today would have not happened, something I am very thankful for such technology to exist.)
I do admit that I am far too curious of a person, sometimes I can’t even understand. Like out of 10 new topics I might choose at the moment 8 topics that allure me. Some I may already have a general knowledge, which I would simply do a further more research to have more understanding of. The other topics were I find myself clueless, I research for a general know about, whether I pursue it any further, depends on how much my interest is still going for.

I do wonder sometimes, is it normal to find just about every topic out there interesting?
Is it normal to not only have such wide interest, but wanting to know & quench a certain level of curiosity?
Which I can’t really put a number to the many topics that fascinate me, that would be nearly impossible.

I’m not complaining though, I love being complex. Even though there can be times I would love to be understood by my form of thinking. By being a versatile person. However it has helped me many times with the whole socializing. I seem to fit around any group, because I have not drawn myself to any society limits nor thinking lines. I also like listening to anybody who is willing to share their knowledge, actually I like those generous kinds, those who don’t mind exposing & explaining their idealism, props too. Its rare to bump into those who can grasp & understand digging so many things, rather than questioning.

I feel the pressure of defining myself since kid & now, conclusion in which I am aware the pressure won’t leave until I put a label on myself. Thankfully though,  I am too stubborn & continue with pleasing wide range of curiosity, that every day life offers new range for its horizons. For society has a way of honoring those in which only find certain things amusing & close themselves to other topics. Apparently the term concentration has been mixed up for close minded individuals, because these people focus on one certain thing, exploit its knowledge at just that range and then society honors them as intelligent minds....? 

Rather than those who have cobweb brain nerves that connect, relating to many things. Maybe its such rarity to find such cobweb minds, that its been banned and looked down on.

Conclusion I do not know yet, thats why I wonder…is it normal?

Hey its just me, its my way of feeling alive…learning on & on.

“The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed—Albert Einstein”