"Society, have mercy on me. I hope you're not angry, if I disagree."

Eddie Vedder - Society Into the Wild

Oh it's a mystery to me.
We have a greed, with which we have agreed...
and you think you have to want more than you need...
until you have it all, you won't be free.

Society, you're a crazy breed.
I hope you're not lonely, without me.

When you want more than you have, you think you need...
and when you think more then you want, your thoughts begin to bleed.
I think I need to find a bigger place...
cause when you have more than you think, you need more space.

Society, you're a crazy breed.
I hope you're not lonely, without me.
Society, crazy indeed...
I hope you're not lonely, without me.

There's those thinkin' more or less, less is more,
but if less is more, how you keepin' score?
It means for every point you make, your level drops.
Kinda like you're startin' from the top...
and you can't do that.

Society, you're a crazy breed.
I hope you're not lonely, without me.
Society, crazy indeed...
I hope you're not lonely, without me
Society, have mercy on me.
I hope you're not angry, if I disagree.
Society, crazy indeed.
I hope you're not lonely...
without me.

I'm A Positive Person

I'm a positive person, I am…I like to think I am.
I'm a positive person…
but there are these certain days. These certain moments that I relapse in such cycle of thinking and its nothing other than rewinding my head…the film features the memory of a girl, whose outlook was different, a girl with a shine on her hair…a smile for nonsense, however full of life, having a root that fed her happiness no matter her surroundings. Glimpse of life (those old surroundings) that make sense to me now, feelings that after decades have grown fonder of who I AM now………

If only a phone call would interrupt this nonsense thinking…a slap of reality & a good ol' preach of be thankful for the "whats" you have.

………all I know is that half of this will not make sense to any…perhaps is that nearly not half has been said!

A Certain Consciousness

From time to time certain consciousness is gained of things that have vanished & you can't help but wonder of the "what" they have become. Only can a sigh be heard from all the rambling thoughts that are flying 'cross your mind, images, voices, sounds, they all become so vivid on this moment of consciousness. Yet you can't help other than sighing & thinking "what" they've become.