You were always ready to insist

Recalling from day one

You were always ready to insist.

Just one more thing was there left to complete.

Yet it took a day, it took a night just enough for you to desist.

I remember you asking me if I promised

No matter what if this would be?

A firm yes was always my response

Yet never did I imagine you weren’t the one to persist

What to everything? 

All those sayings that we for me,

I never said those were required,

At first you were the one who began to believe.

Suddenly this is hard to take in all at once.

I wish for a day, a day you might

Want to go back & replay the memories.

Must accept the fact that just one taste 

Was all I could ever fulfill.

The promise, the wish, that vow…

The proposal now has no meaning.

If I never asked to be lied too, then why?

Don’t want to come off as someone who 

Can’t seem capable of setting free,

Tried many times not to keep hanging

On such false stories, but that box still contains 

The promise, the wish…lied & sold my way

On the night when everything

Seemed pulled out of a tale.

I’m not who you portray me as lately to be.

Apparently I classify as the enemy

Ever since then all your actions 

Point  that I am the one 

Who does not deserve a why to all of this

Guess you’ve moved on rather soon

Yet there are times such phrase above

My heart is too dumb to comprehend

It still longs for that once story to be --P

Wants to believe that one day it will be 

Just like you lied & told it so…all those times

That our story was one for the world to see.

Two soul mates that no matter the storms

They sought it out to live happily.

Only hope you can hear this melody 

Wish such you really had meant it 

Each time you said I was perfect, 

The everything that mattered the most